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Hi everyone.

I was diagnosed with PSTD, BPD, and GAD a few months ago, but have been suffering with the symptoms since I was a child. I have to admit it feels good to have names for what is going on with me.

I am currently in therapy and seeing a psychiatrist. I can't seem to shake the feeling that both of them hate my guts. I'm pretty sure this is me being irrational, haha.

Right now, I am super angry with myself for falling apart over the past year or so. I managed a complete meltdown and a suicide attempt. Through it all my husband has stood by me, but I know he wants me to get better. I am grateful for the support that I have in my life even if I think it is far from perfect, hee.

I like video games, the beach, the mountains, and sandwiches. Yay!

It's always a relief to have a name for things. It's human nature. And when you feel "wrong," it's nice to find out that there is more behind it and that you're not alone.

It's really hard to get over the idea that people hate you. I am struggling with that every day, despite people's attempts to tell me that others don't hate me.

It's great that you have some good support, though. That is sure to be helpful. Keep with therapy.

(I'm Lonnie, by the way. Also new but undiagnosed. Hi :P )

LOL, I always think people are lying when they tell me that they don't hate me.