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Well..where do I start...I read the BPD definition just the other day...this is after decades of mostly-unsuccessful therapy, meds and self-help tactics..and I broke down into tears.

I just got laid off (surprise, I always get laid off) despite being reasonably intelligent and hard working. The problem is, I am productive maybe 15% of the time that I am work. The rest of the time, it am partially consumed by dissociative paranoia and unexplained anger. The funny thing is, I'm a sensitive, caring person. But its so easy for me to get hostile, distracted, etc.

I exhibit all the traits and look to this board for guidance and sharing. Thanks.

43 y/o male, interrupted

Oh, my fiance does not know about my condition...

hey 9 lives!

i just saw your message / post.

Sorry for this really late reply, but it's a reply anyway right?

Are you currently seeing any therapist or psychiatrist? Do you plan to see one or do you plan to do your recovery on your own?

Perhaps it would be a good idea to share with her about your condition.

hope to see you around more often