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im gonna reply to you, cali-ista, altho amanda wont see it.

i actually see your point and have come so far lately.

i intend to work on me and my reactions to things. i also figured out why sometimes ---for ME only--some things bothered me so much. because i felt i didnt matter. because i felt no one saw me. and it dawned on me, however the board is run, whatever is said or goes on anywhere, it doesnt matter any longer. all that matters is how i choose to behave and respond and hear it. wonderful lightbulb! i have almost let go of those old teachings. it feels great.

so i see what you mean. i wont change me but i will change how i post, how i respond, and what matters to me now. why? because to me, i matter. no one elses view makes me who i am. how some place is "run" matters not.

thanks for sharing that. thanks for letting me share my lightbulb.