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I feel like I'm driving my fiance away. He has his own troubles right now, he doesn't need mine.

Just a few minutes ago he wanted to show me a video on youtube of a comedian he likes. He said he loved me and would speak to me once we'd both watched it, but my twisted thinking took over and I decided he just didn't want to talk to me and could not wait for the break from my messed up head.

Then he went to watch tv with his dad, and he said he'd be back in a half hour.

I feel like I'm losing it, and I don't wanna drive him away... what can I do?

dear skittles,

it is a good thing to ask....what can i do?

what can you do? go for a walk? read your favorite magazine, meditate, do some yoga? or eat a bowl of ice cream out in the sunshine.....anything but beat yourself up for an unknown cause.

use your wise mind here! emotion + reasoning = wise mind.....

things are not always as they appear.

keep posting. keep reading. that's another thing you could do as well........time goes by very fast when we are content. celebrate if you made it through this rough time !!!

lbjnltx