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Hi,
I am going to leave this forum. I feel I am falling out of reality again and don't want to bring everyone down. I am tired of feeling bad, anxious, different. I feel that if I always post how bad I feel, it's not good for new people or anyone in general. I'm sorry for who I am and I pray to God to make me into someone else. My mind is in pain and I feel like crying. I just want to be happy and not be messed up every day. I don't know why I am afflicted, sometimes I believe I deserve it.
Feeling bad. Sorry X 10.
Mike
PS: How do I leave for good?

Don't leave! It does help some new ones, I feel less alone.when I know people understand me! Reconsider?
I just vented about my weekend on here, this is for support!
Best wishes, I feel your pain! But it can get better, you have to keep telling yourself that!

Mike, ive read your posts yhrought this week since joining, you seemed more optimistic. We all have self doubt and that's ok. We just have to stick it through somehow.you're not alone. This is the only place I have where I don't feel different:)

(((((((MickBur)))))))))

Please don't leave. This is a safe place to air your thoughts.....you won't bring us down! You really won't. That's what we're here for......to help ourselves, and by doing that we quite often help others. I think other people help me think about things in a different way which I always find very useful. Just having the emotional support from people who are going through similar feelings mean so much. Please think about it some more.

dagwood

Thanks for the kind words. I'll hang for a while. Sorry.
Mike

Hey Mick,

I'm very glad!

dagwood

Hey Dagwood,
Sometimes when I get depressed I get to feeling sorry for myself and feel like giving up. I know I belong here and hope to stay. My depression is still upon me but trying to not let it get the best of me.
Thanks for being there for me all.
Mike

I'm glad you thought about it, Mike. Here is a safe place to be impeccable with your word. That's why we don't have trigger warnings. We're all adults and we know what comes with BPD. That's not to say someone me not be triggered by your posts. That person may be triggered due to their stuff, not yours. You can't take responsibility for others feelings. Hmm... I wonder if I can find Ash's illustration... I did!

My Stuff <~~~ || ~~~> Your Stuff

Hello Mick,
I know I am way behind on this one but just in case you are still following this post I just wanted to say something.

I got a response from you one of the days I was feeling very down that really helped me. It cheered me up. I even copied the post onto my desktop and re-read it over the next few days. I still have it on my desk top. You cheered me up at a time when I was feeling down.
I hope you see this. Look after yourself because you deserve looking after.
And thanks for your words!
Andy

Mike,

I'm glad you're not leaving for now... it sounds like right now, you could really use some support, and we're here for you!

Mask