Hi, I'm 21, I'm from Scotland.
I'm currently waiting on a formal diagnosis for what seems to be BPD. I'm waiting on appointments with my psychiatrist but it just takes forever.
Someone recommended that I join an online BPD community for more support and so I could talk to more people who had the same experiences as me. Currently I've never spoken to other people who think the way I do.
It's really frustrating when nobody understands how you feel or how you act and just think you're crazy or worrying to be around. It's only as I began to learn more about BPD that I realised I really just didn't think at all like other people. I just assumed it was normal before. Things make a bit more sense with the understanding that it's not.
Hopefully once I get formally diagnosed it wont take forever (wont hold my breath on it though...) to get into a treatment program. If it does I might try and go private, I don't know.
So, yeah. Hi guys.
